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Someday we’ll be together, say, say, say it again

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New WP theme, and mood theme. Shiny, huh? I decided I needed a change. :D

Life is good. Pretty odd, huh? Just when I think the madness won’t end, it does. Or at least, calms down for me. I also think the drama caught up with me. I was pretty drained from work and financial drama when I got home last night, so I went to bed at 9PM.

I haven’t done that since high school! I woke up at 3AM to sneak under my covers (I was so tired I couldn’t even get under my covers, I just curled up my Hello Kitty blanket and Oreo cookie pillow), and then woke up again at 6AM. I stayed up for an hour or so, cuddled under my covers watching TV, and then I went back to sleep and woke up at 11 or so again.

But when I finally got out of bed (lawlz), I felt light. It’s hard to explain. It was like everything that happened last couple of weeks happened to a different person, to a different me. I listened to my Sophie Ellis-Bextor and got into a good mood for the rest of the day. I made meatloaf for dinner, and went to a meeting at work.

It’s payday this week! I know for a fact that there won’t be any erroneous deductions. August is Take Care of Sunny month. Sunny is my car’s name, BTW. :D Her registration is due, along with a smog check, and she needs an oil change desperately. The dealer sent us a coupon to get an oil change and a free complimentary vehicle inspection, which I will fully spring for. The oil change is way cheaper than Jiffy Lube’s but only with the coupon. So I’m gonna do that first, then the smog, then send the check in for registration.

Speaking of which, my driver’s license expires in the next couple of months. Aren’t they supposed to send you something in the mail about that? ‘Cause I haven’t gotten anything yet, and my address is current.

Meme time!

What five things in life give you joy?

1. Music: I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, music is my hot hot sex. It is always there for me when I’m happy, when I’m emo, and every time in between. There is a song for every crush, every emotion, every moment in my life. There are musicians I associate with every major event in my life. That’s why I love this domain name so much. I really need “nothing but song.” But you already knew that.

2. Food: I’m evil. You already know this, rofl. However, if there’s free food to be had at a party somewhere, I’ll get dressed up to go, just to eat. That’s awful, isn’t it? But it’s the truth. I don’t like parties in general. I’m a verifiable hermit you guys. Again, you already know this. I love to cook too, truth be told. I’m not quite up to experimenting, but I love taking Filipino recipes that my mom has taught me, and using my keen sense of chef-ness, throw it into the pot and have it come out okay.

3. California: I love California. Some days the ache doesn’t hurt so bad, but it’s getting more acute as the end of school is near. I was born and raised there. I came to Vegas for a fresh start. I wasn’t quite ready to leave the nest, so I came with my family. I stayed because my dad insisted that I give it a shot. But I’m ready to go home. And it bugs me, ’cause my mom knows I would go back in a heartbeat, but I can’t. Not until school is over. There’s something about this town that just strips you of your normalcy. It’s so hard to be “normal” in this town, it really is. I haven’t been home in awhile, and I can feel it. Over a year and a half, technically. I went to Disneyland in January of last year. And next January, God willing, I’ll be going back to Disneyland and this time with my best friends. It’ll be good to get out of here for a week, you don’t even know! I don’t even care where I live after college, as long as the job is good and I’m in Cali again. Of course, my body will hate it because I’m so used to living without humidity. But there’s always a way to adapt.

4. Hello Kitty: Like most girls, I grew up with Hello Kitty. There’s just something about a cat with big eyes that screams “love me!” And I do, I love Hello Kitty like Bella loves Edward. There was a time in my silly adolescence where I wouldn’t be caught dead with Hello Kitty, but in my old age (haha), I rediscovered my love for her. My favorite blanket is a blue French-theme Hello Kitty one. I collected as many items from that line before they discontinued it, including 2 pillow (one square and another with memory foam), a purse, and two wallets. I will typically give Sanrio gifts to my friends, because that’s how I want them to remember who gave them that gift. They know I’m the only one who will!

5. Photography: For as long as I can remember, I have always had a thing for photography. I liked capturing a photograph to remember moments. I love going through my photo album and laughing or crying, based solely on photographs. My favorite gift growing up was an old hand-me-down 35 MM my family got for me one Christmas. I didn’t have a damn clue what I was doing, but I had fun. I remember standing in line with my mom at Costco every week after church, raiding the photography bins for the rolls of film we dropped off the week before. I remember my mom buying the big-ass packages of film for my camera, so that I would have it. My friends put up with a lot of my shit when I took photos, lemme tell ya. I eventually progressed to video cameras, and if I could figure out how, I’d share “Our Lunch Movie” from junior year with the interwebz. I’ve gone through 4 digital cameras (the FujiFilm FinePix, HP PhotoSmart 43x, Polaroid i532, and the Sony DSC-S40). I’ve upgraded to a DSLR by the name of Nikon D40 and I can’t believe the amazing pictures I can take with it. With the help of the AirMe app for the iPhone, I can upload pictures I take via my iPhone to Flickr in moments.

I’m five-by-five here, B, living entirely large, actually wondering about your problem

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July/August Mixtape \'08

July/August Mixtape '08

5 Chicks
Sophie Ellis-Bextor: Murder on the Dancefloor
Corinne Bailey Rae: Breathless
Aaliyah: Are You That Somebody?
Siobhan Donaghy: Givin’ In
Britney Spears: Don’t Go Knockin’ On My Door

5 Dudes
will.i.am: Heartbreaker (f. Cheryl Cole)
Justin Timberlake: Rock Your Body
Will Smith: The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
Sam Sparro: Sick
Butch Walker: Mixtape

5 Bands
UB40: Don’t Break My Heart
Basement Jaxx: Don’t Know Me
Kaiser Chiefs: Ruby
Duran Duran: The Chauffeur
The Cranberries: Linger

5 Classics (1950’s-1980’s)
Buddy Holly & The Crickets: That’ll Be the Day
Gerry and the Pacemakers: Don’t Let the Sun Catch You Crying
Creedence Clearwater Revival: Down on the Corner
The Animals: We Gotta Get Out of This Place
Booker T & The M.G’s: Green Onions

5 Covers
Klaxons: My Love
Mark Ronson & Amy Winehouse: Valerie
Kai: Suddenly
The Killers: Romeo & Juliet
Paramore: Love is Not a Competition (But I’m Winning)

5 Random
Kevin Kline: La Mer
Pharrell: Frontin’
Pinay: Dahil Sa Iyo
The Sounds: Tony the Beat
5ive: My Song

I tried to be as diplomatic as possible when deciding which songs I wanted to offer under each category (I found these categories on someone else’s mixtape on LJ).

As you can see, Muse and Girls Aloud - mixtape staples of mine - are notably missing from this mix. That’s not to say I didn’t think they belonged this time around (as the HAARP version of “Knights of Cydonia” and “I Say a Prayer For You” from “What Will the Neighbours Say?” are my current favourite jams). But I felt that with all the choices I had, I wanted to rotate in some tracks you might not normally see from me.

The songs on this tape are things I enjoy when they occur randomly. I currently have more songs than God in my iTunes library - 13,656 as of this entry - so quite a few randomly pop up because shuffling is my friend. And when they do, they make me happy. Life should be more random like that.

I know I sound like a total and complete hypocrite for saying that and then putting the Killers on this tape, but SERIOUSLY, have you heard their cover of “Romeo & Juliet?” It’s teh sex, plain and simple! I could not honestly “forget” to include them because of previous rule. And that’s why I hate rules.

I’m counting this as a July/August mixtape ’cause I didn’t want to wait until August to post it, haha.

Eliza Dushku rules as Faith and it only seemed right to have this mixtape called “five by five” because of her. :) I also made this mixtape to help me get over my late July blues. And it’s helping, as I’m listening to it as I assembled it and the songs that are coming up are making me smile.

I’m also going through this incredible pop phase, as I am listening to Kylie Minogue more, and have recently discovered Sophie Ellis-Bextor. last.fm recommended her and Monrose to me, and I’ve only been able to snag “Read My Lips” and “Shoot from the Hip.” I’ve got some tracks from “Trip the Light Fantastic” too. “Murder on the Dancefloor” is so pop, I can’t believe I didn’t discover her sooner! I’ve also got “Strike the Match” by Monrose, and I’m liking what I hear so far.

Oh, and I watched “The Dark Knight” for my Ate’s birthday last weekend. I thought it was brilliant. I posted my initial reaction on TKO in our Movie Thread: “I felt ‘TDK’ started off slow, but then by the end, I was like, ‘WTF? KEEP GOING! NOOO!’ I was just so emotionally wrapped up in it, and it’s not a typical ‘comic book’ movie either. Jonah and Chris Nolan put that intelligent spin on the dialogue. In movies like this, the dialogue plays second banana to the action, but in ‘TDK’, I felt they both went hand in hand. Which is a welcome relief.”

Click the individual songs for the songs from the mixtape, or the cover for the whole damn thing. :D

You used to get it in your fishnets

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Feeling :  hopefulhopeful  Listening :  Arctic Monkeys: Fluorescent Adolescent  Reading :  Something new, dunno yet

Ack, drama drama drama.

I’m still just a tiny bit unsettled from everything from the past week, but I’ve been making my peace with it slowly. Still have financial drama on the back burner, not mine this time, but it directly affects me.

Someday I know things will be good for me, or - in the very least - manageable. It’s the struggle that wears me down. It’s this uphill battle that I’m constantly fighting within and around and out of myself. I dunno if that makes sense. Lethargy takes over sometimes, or apathy, and the battle keeps raging on. I really dislike people who don’t have an ounce of drama in their lives. Things come easy to them. They know exactly what they’re doing with their lives, and it’s just easy.

I know that as a Catholic, I’m supposed to trust that everything that has happened and will happen in my life is just a part of His plan for me. I’m still waiting for that bolt of lightning to hit me though. The one that will light a fire for a passion that will sustain me for as long as possible. I would really like to know what I am meant to do with this life.

As such, when I get antsy from drama, I tend to want to buy things to distract myself. Sometimes I buy things for me, sometimes I buy things for other people. I guess it’s a bit weird to be admitting this. Not so much to you, but to me. As I’ve always said, writing is therapy for me. So when I go back and read entries even a day or two later, I go, “Did I really write that? Wow.”

I haven’t had a retail therapy session in awhile though. I’ve been shopping to survive, not surviving to shop lately. I deserve to splurge, even if I complain about how poor I am. Whatever I do, it’s because I can. People are so quick to judge other people, but it’s like, “why make my business your business? Move along now, please, nothing to see here.”

I bought something for my new niece the other day. I can’t say what (since they might read this), but I hope it arrives in time for my sister-in-law’s baby shower. I also bought a cloisonne money clip on eBay. I also got the Indiana Jones series on DVD. They’re on sale for $10 apiece at Target until Saturday. Then at Wal-Mart, I snagged “A Knights’ Tale,” “Dracula” (with Gary Oldman and Winona Ryder), and “Fools Rush In” for $5 apiece a couple of weeks ago.

I’m going to go to the library tomorrow alone. My youngest niece is in trouble for getting bad grades again. She knows that our weekly trips to the library is a privilege, not a right.

Growing up, getting good grades and helping out Mom and Dad were our responsibilities. If we didn’t bring home good grades, we didn’t get treats, such as a new toy, or things like that. Mine was a camera. I’ve been interested in photography ever since I was young. So you know what I did? I worked my ass off to keep my grades up, and what do you know? For Christmas, I got a camera!

So we’ve passed that ethic on to my nieces as well. All I want for my girls is to get good grades. If you don’t get good grades, you don’t get a treat. Period.

I told her that I was taking all of her books back to the library, whether she was finished with them or not. I’m very upset with her in that sense. I sometimes wonder how hard she really tries in school, because her grades don’t reflect her supposed “effort” at all.

*le sigh* I hate being mean though. But I hope this teaches her to work harder.

?: “What did you get for good grades growing up?